"Place called Four Corners," I said. "Used to be home sweet home to me; not that I seen it lately, not since I went off over six years ago to fight in the War."
Jake got a thoughtful look on his face and nodded his head. "Lots went; not so many came back," he said quietly. "The War was an awful thing."
We went on quite a way without talking before Jake glanced at me and spoke again. "You don't look all that old. How come you went off to war?"
"My mistake. Me and Papa had a falling out; so I hit the trail."
"Well, you'll make up when you get home." Jake nodded. "You'll see."
I was so deep in my thinking that I barely heard what Jake said. I was full of feelings, and Jake seemed to have a sympathetic ear. "I was all of sixteen, but full grown and mule stubborn. That don't give you no peace when you got a world gone crazy, and you haven't seen nobody close in years. Naw, not nobody like all the folks I left in Four Corners.
"Being plain stubborn is what took me away from Four Corners. Bull headed, I was, and thinking I was full grown, and ready to be my own boss. But all of that's no comfort when you get a bellyful.
"Anyhow, when the War ended, I wasn't ready to go home right then. My words with Papa were mighty hard, and not easy to forget, maybe as hard to forgive."
"Sounds like you was ready to come on back," Jake said.
"Aw, yeah," I said. "In all my being out and about, I never ran across anybody like all the folks in Four Corners that I ran off and left behind. Lately I been remembering the ones back at home that I haven't seen in years. So, I'll be mighty glad to be off this train in Austin and headed toward home. For me, this eastbound train has been a long time coming." |